we ‘re alive ’n’ we don’t care
your purple hair;
oh, more than enough
your white pale skin;
oh, more than happiness
needs no light,
no glitter,
no.
-just ,
just needs,
just needs and that is just a need.
as i build,
-i destroy
as i claim,
-i reclaim
and as you get to know
you are running
as you get to assume
you are running away
but if you knew
you would just want me dead*
simplicity is utopia
as long as the brain exists,
exhausts-
as long as we are talking,
we are descending into imbecility.
desire running
-but, also
ruining;
me
us
you
the world.
-sometimes i wonder
why we keep on struggling,
willing that much to change this world
which we hardly ever understood/discovered/met (etc)
while,
we can create these little new worlds,
between ;
your eyebrows and my toe
my tongue and your Diary,
my asspects and your fantasy
your hands and my absence
meow
keep collecting memories
to share with that girl
and the other,
the Other
-oh, this Other.
what you wish;
i just don’t care
since i’m alive
you, Other.
and that,
is the achievement
i never asked anyone
to appreciate.
meow
*something in me, you like more than myself
so wanting to destroy me
seems fair and sincere,
beloved mirror*
